:@.

Still not happy with how hard I'm working. Rreally disappointed, actually. I want this. I'm not going to stop trying, ever!!!!!!!!

FIRST MEAL
A piece of chicken, half a slice of pork wtf, some greens, an apple

SNACK
Tea yay

Jogging. Better than the day before, but still very very sucky.

SECOND MEAL
Some fish, some chicken, salad, a fist and a half ish of rice

DESSERT (which I suppose is a 3rd meal since it wasn't immediately after dinner I guess)
Standard

FOURTH MEAL
2 pieces of chicken I think, another slice of pork (it appears my self control does not exist ==), some leftover salad
like 8 grapes (:

Okay now shower & sleep. I will do better tomorrow.